Turning It Over

I was at a doctor’s appointment today and was dealing with some internal discontentedness while I waited to be seen.  The good thing was I recognized I was being discontent and immediately started praying that God would give me peace and take away the discontentment.  As I sat there I realized that this is something I have to continually surrender to Him on.  It isn’t something that I can turn to Him and say, “I’m handing this over to you.  You got it?  Good.” and move on.  There are things that have happened in my life that are that way, but this isn’t.

I know that when it is His will He will move.  My job is to trust, and wait patiently and expectantly.  I have come a long way from where I once stood with this thing, but constant surrender is going to be on the agenda until He accomplishes it.